I'm Alright...
Dear God...
I don't feel too good about myself today. Realised that i realli am not doing the right thing when i know i should. Feel like i've gone too far. Turned a deaf ear for too long. Feel realli irritated with myself. Help me Lord...I know that You have called me to be a man of God...You have called me to higher things...I just feel like i'm cheating myself when i try to step back and dilute the substance..
Forgive me...Have asked this of you for way too many times. I'm even embarassed to ask. But i know i am eternally forgiven. As far as the east is from the west, so are my sins far from me. But i really want to do the right thing. Help me God...
Sometimes i'm a man of god...Sometimes i'm alright...
Today...I'm alright...I'm alright...
Amen
As Long As I Have You...
Dear God...
Had a horrible day today! Woke up slightly late, and ended up getting to tutorials 20 mins late. And the tutorial was only 45 mins long. The tutor didn't quite take that too kindly. :( It was tough, got a pretty crappy tutorial score as a result. And later on, went through my whole day feeling extremely tired - from a week long of late nights, or extremely early mornings, depending on how u look at it. hehe...
Anyway, thought for the day: LIFE CANNOT BE INDEPENDENT OF YOU!
I have been getting very preoccupied with work. And to some extent, that translates to getting very preoccupied with myself...And i haven't quite factored in Our relationship into Life. It's tough, having "God in my life" when life is so full of "no time for God"...its tough. But i realised, the truth - Life is way too tough without God.
If i'm on my own, i constantly have to watch my back. And get overly concerned about excellence and success, ensuring that I TAKE CARE OF STUFF. And I DON'T SCREW UP! But how am i supposed to LIVE like that? It's just not LIFE. It's a slow death i reckon. With you i know, "If God is for Me, Who can be Against Me?" I always knew that. But it's just hard factoring that into Life, when i don't really live life with you!
Forgive me God. I want to live Life with you. Not just in theory. But life with you - with You holding my hand - as a Father would a son's. That i may TRULY KNOW that everything is gonna be alright! Because You are with Me.
Amen
Thank You for Strength
Dear God...
As you know, i have been so so busy these past few days...rushing essays after essays...and while i knew You were certainly goin to see me through all these...as you have all the other times before, i just can't help but wonder how this round of loads would pass me by. Each time, always seem like "this is the toughest ever..." and at the back of my head, in some remote corner somewhere, i just wonder if You would see me through this time. Forgive my lack of faith Lord. Even though i know your word says..."i will never leave u nor forsake you" i really need strength living that truth out.
But as your Word also says "if we endure, we will also reign with Him. If we deny Him, He will also deny Us. If we are faithless, He remains faithful, for He cannot deny Himself. 2 Tim 2:12-13" - you are faithful always. Btw, i reckon that's like the coolest verse in the bible in my opinion!. Totally cool! haha...
Thank You Lord. I'm so blest. What would i be without you?
Amen
Electronic Prayers
Dear God...
Thank you for this great idea to journalise my prayers. Unfortunately for me, i simply can't remember all the great many things that i talk to you about. But now, it's all cool. today's electronic prayer number 1.
Thank you Lord!
