As Long As I Have You...
Dear God...
Had a horrible day today! Woke up slightly late, and ended up getting to tutorials 20 mins late. And the tutorial was only 45 mins long. The tutor didn't quite take that too kindly. :( It was tough, got a pretty crappy tutorial score as a result. And later on, went through my whole day feeling extremely tired - from a week long of late nights, or extremely early mornings, depending on how u look at it. hehe...
Anyway, thought for the day: LIFE CANNOT BE INDEPENDENT OF YOU!
I have been getting very preoccupied with work. And to some extent, that translates to getting very preoccupied with myself...And i haven't quite factored in Our relationship into Life. It's tough, having "God in my life" when life is so full of "no time for God"...its tough. But i realised, the truth - Life is way too tough without God.
If i'm on my own, i constantly have to watch my back. And get overly concerned about excellence and success, ensuring that I TAKE CARE OF STUFF. And I DON'T SCREW UP! But how am i supposed to LIVE like that? It's just not LIFE. It's a slow death i reckon. With you i know, "If God is for Me, Who can be Against Me?" I always knew that. But it's just hard factoring that into Life, when i don't really live life with you!
Forgive me God. I want to live Life with you. Not just in theory. But life with you - with You holding my hand - as a Father would a son's. That i may TRULY KNOW that everything is gonna be alright! Because You are with Me.
Amen
